Hiding

I am so hiding from you Mr. Blogger this month. I am trying so hard not to remember this time last year. I even escaped on two, yes TWO, vacations to try and distract myself. But, alas, it all still manages to creep in. Somehow I feel obligated to write...not sure why. It's not like I'm going to get in trouble for missing time or anything. So here it is - this time last year I was caught up in the most frightening, horrifying, shocking experience of my lifetime. It plays over and over in my head like an old movie reel that never stops going around. I don't want to think about it...it haunts me.