Well here we are...September 1st. The month that will forever be difficult for me. I successfully filled up August with wonderful family moments to celebrate the end of a very stressful year (and that's putting it mildly). But I don't want to wallow in self-pity and I am determined to get through this month with out becoming a blubbering fool. Sufficient to say that not a day goes by that I don't think about my husband or wish he was still here with us. I still pick up the phone to call him. I still think about him when I walk past the pond everyday. I still wonder where he was and how it all works when you leave this world behind. So wish me luck as I begin this month....